Weird, till I Just Dont Know

We were in the middle of a city we barely knew. You asked me to answer a call, a call that I already knew whom it was from. But, I just can't say anything, it brought me tears if I said something at the time.

Then you left for some place that maybe I couldn't hear anything with your conversation in your call. That was okay.

If you want to know what I was doing while you were leaving, I just imagined what the future I have to pass, I just don't know. I hate this, but I will never be a person that I hate. Even if it hurt so much, I just can't, it doesn't bring me any joy to hurt someone. I have a plan to leave someday that I need to leave as I always said to you that "I'll leave at the right time", then I imagined it would be a heavy day for me, and thank God, it wasn't that day.

You showed up then. cried. I know you cried since you came in. I asked you why are you crying, stupid you saying that you had cold, but me, I already felt my tears coming out. So sorry, I made it so hard, until I just don't know to react, yet, I just felt weird and it hurt sometimes.